CHAEYOOL AHN
OC⋆ LITERATE ⋆ N/SFW(+19) ⋆ SELECTIVE
안채율 — AHN CHAEYOOL
as a teen, she lived for thrills, for excitement, for enjoyment — self-valuing and indulging in activities sought through impulse and pleasure. just your average teenager finding and falling in false love, getting tangled in messes, making memories to tale in future lives, and mostly being young, wild, and free.
SHE LIVED.
it only took one girl to ruin her reigns. her empire of happiness and free will came crumbling down as quickly as she felt herself undoubtedly falling further and further in love with her. she ignored the signs of the broken promises, the countless smells of other lovers, the senseless fucks, and the skipped anniversaries. the girl wasn't serious about their relationship and it took her over a year and a half to realize this and once she had... she perished herself.
there wasn't a reason.
there wasn't a reason to keep living. to keep the emotions of pain and sufferings, the self pity and hate — she was useless. how could she have lied to herself this far? she believed that the rotten bitch loved her despite constant empty nights and countless bottles resting on the ground of her bedroom. "I didn't want to break up because i didn't want to lose the relationship title." she was just a badge. a title. a trophy. and it was pathetic of her to believe she was anything more than that. not only did she lose the girl she loved, she lost her best friend in the hands of the retched witch. the closest friend she could ever have detached her and dropped her on the curb as if they didn't know each other.
drunk off of her sick mind and alcohol, she couldn't take it. the loss, the sufferings, the hallucination of ever thinking she could be happy...
and so she ended it all.
野狐 — NOGITSUNE
if it was up to her, this is not what she imagined death would feel like. constantly having to keep herself afloat in the middle of a vast ocean covered in fog, near drowning, near living... but it foretold her past, her every memory, making her live through every emotion in the haze of fading. she was stuck with those damned emotions even in death. she was drowning in it.
but a fox, an elder being of the name Gyuhui, wanted to harvest these negative emotions. such chaos, strife, and pain was something worth harnessing in a greater form. what was unknown to her was the fact that he was a nogitsune, the very first void fox to have appeared on this earth from eons ago.
it seemed like years to chaeyool in the cold waters, having seen her own memories time and time again that she knew what was said as if it were a script, constantly forcing herself to drink up the saltiness of the water but miraculously against her will did she survive.
however, one day the silence broke with a deep voice echoing through the air, trembling the water and making ripples that weren't of her own.
❝To live is more painful than dying.
she knew this. she wasn't dumb.
because living means to bear the burden of carrying a person's own responsibilities and constant threat of what ifs.
but regardless, she wants to replenish her valve of life. to start anew. to life live in carefulness but spread smiles instead of dwell in dread.
she wants to give meaning to the life she lived.
Do you want to live?❞
yes, more than anything in this dark world, yes she does.
and that's when she opens her eyes to find herself staring up at a new scenery.
the night sky above her and sounds of cars driving by, with twinkles of light coming from the corners of her eyes.
where was she and why was her body aching and cold?
she finds herself in drenched from head to toe with bruises scattered all over her body and on a bench somewhere in Seoul. she had miraculously been given a new life thanks to gyuhui.
but not as the old chaeyool. sure, she has the same qualifications to be an audio technician, engineer, and mechanic but she wasn't that pleasure fiend, danger searching prick anymore.
she wanted to be more happy-go-lucky and giving, but that's a little hard to do when your nature feeds off of fear, pain, strife, and chaos.
her new life with the same name, ahn chaeyool but learning the trades of a nogitsune is who she is now.
윤곽 — PROFILE
name: ahn chaeyool
alias/nickname(s): chae, bear
occupation: idol
dob: feb 10, 1994
birthplace: seoul, south korea
zodiac: aquaries
chinese zodiac: dog
gender: cis female
species: human nogitsune/field fox
blood type: o
height: 161cm
weight: 48kg
relationship status: single, uninterested
sexual orientation: demisexual
education: korea national university of arts; major in music technician with a concentration in audio technician
pets: white samoyed by the name of mochi
likes: singing, dancing, helping, drawing, collecting cute bear items, two times her size clothes...
dislikes: anger, not being able to hear, large bodies of water, liars, players, fuck boys
abilities: instantaneous teleportation, super strength/agility/speed/reflexes, accelerated healing, electricity immunity, aura manipulation, shapeshifting⋆, possession⋆, pain absorption, and illusion casting⋆.
⋆ : the abilities that are marked with a star are unknown to her, she has yet to control and gain knowledge of these powers.
OUT OF CHARACTER
o1. i am a busy person (i.e. bills, working two jobs) so i'm not online all the time so replies will be more or less slow as molasses.
o2. activity on the timeline will seem active, but i prefer dm based interactions for our muses.
o3. any notions of metagaming, aka the fact that my muse is a nogitsune is made noticed to your muse without my consent, will not be tolerated and will result in an immediate softblock. **however, i will gladly love to plot with you about her nogitsune side.
o4. plots are welcomed but i am at will, able to decline or accept any plot.
o5. nsfw topics such as: smut, sex activities, and implications of sexual intercourse will be addressed only to those who are 18+(united states of america age) but other nsfw topics are welcomed to everyone.
06. i am not affiliated with sm entertainment, red velvet, or kang seulgi in any way, shape, or form. this is merely a roleplaying account.
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| of age | est/utc -5 | oc | mirrored (semi, literate) |